I really dont know what's wrong with me nowadays. other people's words can get me round and round in circles and for days, i'll think about that particular sentence and just unable to focus on other stuff. ahhhhhhhhh i'm super paranoid lar! AND NOW I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT I'M TYPING.


but anw, i just wanna share this with the readers of my blog! ( whom i guess is just Joyce Tay or maybe Jamie? hahaha)
i once heard that if you see the time and it shows 11.11am/pm, it means that someone elsewhere is missing you. but of course if the time shows 4.44am/pm, it means someone elsewhere is scolding you lar. hahahaha.
very ridiculous and perhaps untrue, but i chose to believe it. hahahaha because for some unknown reason, when i see the time it always shows 11.11am/pm! never once have i ever seen a 4.44am/pm on my clock or watch. so haha i'm being quite childish here to believe in such thigns lar. but as long as it makes me happy~ :)


okay my progress report sucks like hell so i'm not going to elaborate further. but just a note: surprisingly my mum didnt nag or complain much! haha think she's immune to me failing Physics already.
and i totally dont have the mood to study lar. BAND BAND BAND is filling up my whole pea-brain!
17 MORE DAYS! AHHHHHHHHH scary piece of shit. still remember the other time i counted the number of days left to Band Comp was 90+ days. and that was in December i think?
seriously felt abit sad and sian when i found out that we're going to step down on 30 May..
perhaps the section, perhaps the satisfaction, perhaps the instrument, or perhaps the instructors..

on a random note, have i ever said that i'm super anticipating my 16th birthday this year? hahaha dont know why too..


okay biology time. REPRODUCTION OF PLANTS, MEIOSIS AND MITOSIS. ughhhhhhhhhh

MY MEMORY IS FAILING ME! UGHHHHHHHHH @.@




and i'm seriously craving for Bengawan Solo's Eggtarts!
luckily my mama bought two. YAY :D
shall abandon AMath and go have one now =P

okay so.. apparently i didnt go to school today because i'm kinda sick. not to the extent of being unable to climb out of my bed lar but still! =P it's like, a combination of muscle cramps, serious headaches which made me dizzy like crazy, plus continuous coughing. so in the end i decided not to go to school ( not that i skipped school can). felt better after eating the super bitter-y panadol ugh. but still coughing non stop though.

i'm seriously wondering who i am blogging for, describing the extent of my sickness and stuff. but its okay lar sometimes when i reread my previous posts i do feel abit of satisfaction dont know why.

i'm still owing lots of hw and stuff. haiz life in secondary school. isnt it all about homework and school? ugh i hope to be 18 soon! then 21! ( although i'm not even 16 yet. but a few more months will do! ) and hopefully from then on i'll grow old at a slower rate because according to my mama and other relatives, once u reached 21 u'll grow old super fast. and thats quite true leh. because my sis is already 22! which is quite fast as i thought she's just 21 a few months back.. ( her bdae is in January, so its exceptionally quick)

going to the BP School of Music ( or whatever its called) for the studio practice at around 6pm. will be sharing the studio with my teacher's student and i'm kinda nervous dont know why. he's like better than me i suppose? aiya heck lar. lets just hope i dont play rubbish later ugh.

and till then!
PS: SO EMBARRASSING! I ALMOST FORGOTTEN ALL ABOUT IT.
*erhm* i actually fell down in front of the whole band! ( okay except for some other sections like Clarinet and Flute? ) because we were doing formation marching, then at the point of backward march, either XL took too big steps or me, taking too small steps, XL stepped on my shoe. for a moment i knew i'm going to fall but then i tried to balance myself. but apparently it failed lar duh. the way i fell is ugly like siao lar! its like, somehow i managed to slow-mo my fall and so i sat down on the muddy field with my drum at first then i lay down on the floor. wah kao PS like crazy can! furthurmore, after that particular formation we're supposed to go from the centre and march to the side. so when i got up, my drum was stuck to the carrier and in the end i was the only white spot in the middle while the other snare drummers went to the side already. wah siao can! AWW then i've to faster hurry and scamper to my correct position. Huiyi and Weiting got a full view of my fall and started giggling non-stop lar! i suspect its some kind of retribution because the other time when Tinghui and Huiyi fell, i laughed like mad too. now i've a phobia and kept pestering XL to take smaller steps whenever its the particular formation. AWW UGH embarrassing moment!